Day three: Theo and Le Depression
Day Three:
Theo and le depression...
Another reason I decided to stop saturating my brain with television was due to the fact that I felt depressed alot. By a lot I mean everyday. Who wouldn’t be depressed with all the crap going on these days? The depression would normally hit about 5 minutes after watching some morning talk show. Now, well today, I am noticing a lift in my mood, a huge lift. Gone are the sarcastic comments I used to conjure up in my head at the TV. Gone is the feeling of never being enough when I see the ever shrinking movie stars who seriously do not eat. Com’on!! Audrey Hepburn was bigger and she was malnourished during puberty during the war in Europe. Com’on!! Perhaps I will read her Bio next. Gone is the worrying about gas prices hitting $8 a gallon. What’s the point of worrying and wondering, I will deal with it when I see it at the pumps or read it in a headline. Le depression goodbye.
My mornings consisted of getting up early so that I could slowly wake up while watching Matt Lauer and Tom Cruise have a go at it. Now I am sitting on my porch, drinking coffee, answering emails and planning the day ahead. I feel lighter, like I am no longer carrying the images of the worlds burdens on my shoulders.
Back to the Cosby’s, or what I like to call the first drug offered to me before the harder ones came along, like E. So, my guy is a musician as well and being in LA we do meet celebrities from time to time. Well this time it happened to be Theo, Malcolm Jamal Warner I am sure he would prefer to be called. Yep, Theo, Theo was at my house. I had had my last day of voice lessons for the week, which is tough work and tiring so when I got home I opened up some wine, made some pasta and put on the last dvd to Sex and the City. Meanwhile my guy was in the studio laying down a party track for a new CD. There were some people in the back but I remained in the house, I had already sang on the track anyway so I figured I was done.
Around 10pm my guy runs in the house and says Theo is over, his guitar player had called him to help with the track. Ooops, I was unintentionally sloshed but gussied up and went out to add to the track. I acted like a complete idiot moron. We had to make up stuff so I kept saying “Hey don't’ smoke that, that’s mistletoe.” in a groovy kinda tone. Yep, total loser. But, I met him, was completely cordial, asked him where he was from, (idiot) and didn’t call him Theo.
Talented guy that Theo.
Today:
1. Cleaned like crazy because I could walk. (recently sprained ankle badly)
2. Gathered music for guy’s movie project.
3. Went to movie set for guy’s movie project. Amazingly bored and insanely happy not to be an actor.
4. Went to Barnes on the way to move set bought 4 magazines. 3 italian food magazines and one about books. Sans tv will be doing beacoup de reading. goodnight.........................
Theo and le depression...
Another reason I decided to stop saturating my brain with television was due to the fact that I felt depressed alot. By a lot I mean everyday. Who wouldn’t be depressed with all the crap going on these days? The depression would normally hit about 5 minutes after watching some morning talk show. Now, well today, I am noticing a lift in my mood, a huge lift. Gone are the sarcastic comments I used to conjure up in my head at the TV. Gone is the feeling of never being enough when I see the ever shrinking movie stars who seriously do not eat. Com’on!! Audrey Hepburn was bigger and she was malnourished during puberty during the war in Europe. Com’on!! Perhaps I will read her Bio next. Gone is the worrying about gas prices hitting $8 a gallon. What’s the point of worrying and wondering, I will deal with it when I see it at the pumps or read it in a headline. Le depression goodbye.
My mornings consisted of getting up early so that I could slowly wake up while watching Matt Lauer and Tom Cruise have a go at it. Now I am sitting on my porch, drinking coffee, answering emails and planning the day ahead. I feel lighter, like I am no longer carrying the images of the worlds burdens on my shoulders.
Back to the Cosby’s, or what I like to call the first drug offered to me before the harder ones came along, like E. So, my guy is a musician as well and being in LA we do meet celebrities from time to time. Well this time it happened to be Theo, Malcolm Jamal Warner I am sure he would prefer to be called. Yep, Theo, Theo was at my house. I had had my last day of voice lessons for the week, which is tough work and tiring so when I got home I opened up some wine, made some pasta and put on the last dvd to Sex and the City. Meanwhile my guy was in the studio laying down a party track for a new CD. There were some people in the back but I remained in the house, I had already sang on the track anyway so I figured I was done.
Around 10pm my guy runs in the house and says Theo is over, his guitar player had called him to help with the track. Ooops, I was unintentionally sloshed but gussied up and went out to add to the track. I acted like a complete idiot moron. We had to make up stuff so I kept saying “Hey don't’ smoke that, that’s mistletoe.” in a groovy kinda tone. Yep, total loser. But, I met him, was completely cordial, asked him where he was from, (idiot) and didn’t call him Theo.
Talented guy that Theo.
Today:
1. Cleaned like crazy because I could walk. (recently sprained ankle badly)
2. Gathered music for guy’s movie project.
3. Went to movie set for guy’s movie project. Amazingly bored and insanely happy not to be an actor.
4. Went to Barnes on the way to move set bought 4 magazines. 3 italian food magazines and one about books. Sans tv will be doing beacoup de reading. goodnight.........................
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